let's just say right now that this essay is fucked up because of who i am working with, and not because of the actual essay itself. what is the point of her coming here, an hour late, then not doing anything to do with the damned essay, then telling me she hasn't done her part, then going off to find friends, then telling me she has to leave by 130pm for radio and guess what, its already almost 1pm now and we havent even touched our essay. i have been doing research cards for the past hour and all she has done is nothing. and what kind of student doesnt even bring one pen to school?? fuck off. im really mad at her but im not saying or showing it...
ok guess what, its 2pm and she's gone now. off to radio. and guess what again? this entire essay was written by me, all the research cards written by me, every single fucked up thing, research and all, was done by me, i dont exactly know what her role her is, maybe for distraction and hindrance. now, i have to do the referencing, i have to do the printing later, fuck its already 2, its due by 5 isnt it. then, i have to deliver the eval form to her, then go up the fucking hill and hand it up. does all that mean anything? yes. it does. and im not afraid to say so.
the end. i have 3 hrs as of now. slightly less than that. time: 2.10pm.

seriously everyone is sick man. as in literally. if its not fever its cough and flu and everything else. which is like WOAH bad news for me coz i am super sick too... and the medication is like... drowsy one so i CANt eat means CANT get well... BLEHXXXXXXX..
WOOOOOHOOOO I GOT AN A FOR WEBGRAPH TEST!!! YAY.... i know i know yawen, no need to be all EGO now hahahhaha i know you got A+... ehhHHH budden you are the computer expert and all so well anyway... yeah so its like... :):):):) nothing big to ya right!! haha congrats.
dan...
haiz. quite sad about you sia. got some things how i wish i could just say but i know its not good to say out anyway... then i will just keep it... and please dont ask abt it anymore... coz like... cant say even if i wanted to, cant bring myself to it...
then like... im quite worried about the bloody info essay... my beetle essay... diao... wonder how i did... just hoping to pass lorrrrr.
hmm flash webgraph lesson is starting, today is liswanto wooo... pretty good. i dare not ask questions when its *the other guy*
hehehe gtg.

k like, everyone has either gone home or gone for class and im the only one staying here having no idea how to do writcom research... i tried everything possible, but i really cant find no shit lah haiz... then its like i wonder if we are gonna get any replies from those mag companies at all??? shd have just called instead of emailing... mahybe i will do the calling.. email they can always choose to gnore then we're dead.
damn contacts are dry.
just now yang was around... damn long time no see him le... he told me its felicia's birthday, so yes happy birthday fel. though i dont think you read this lah but its ok.
hmmm radio heatwave is in the atrium right now and they're auditioning people to become DJs for radio heatwave i think... lol. quite distracting coz people here are mostly trying to do project and hmk and stuff.... i think im gonna play some CS and later hopefully can meet darling.
hahaha can imagine wen saying, how's your babeeeeee?? lol!
man this is frustrating...
just now my ear bled like shit when i took out the earring intending to put on a new one... grrrr after a few unssuccessful and painful and bloody attempts to put back the earring, finally managed to haiz.... dont know why after so long it can still become infected like that... but no matter what i REFUSE to let the earhole close... after all i did to keep it?!?!?! NOOOOOOO! no closing allowed. screw, i'll try again later.... damn i wish i had the solution with me.
anyway... sigh just realized our stuff is mostly due within these two weeks... seeing the work set out ahead but not feeling the pinch too much for some reason.. and absolutely no mind to study for marketing tho there's only one week left to do so.... got to bother about writcom, tt is one of my main worries. then radio to complete, and then flash assignment im wondering how im going to pass at all, when i donno the first shit about flash... then still got what? marketing project due this friday.. and bloody socpysh... dammit. aaahhhhHHH never mind lah screw everything, just lemme get over with these 3 remaining weeks then lemme go and work and earn some money cant stand this constantly being broke. not a nice feeling at all!
hmmmm i can see he doesnt get along toooo well with the rest.. as in just very superficial relationships with them... but then again he has superficial relationships with almost everyone heh. whatever what am i talking about???
wah seriously damn sianz damn sianz..... nothing to blog nowadays sia... or rather, forget what i wanna blog about the minute i come online... but then again i dont even bother to log into blogger coz nothing to blog...
well i think our R&J was good today lorrrr. heck what mr teo say... its good enough liao lah. hahaha damn funny i laugh like mad in one corner..
dan arh dan.... what time u ending sia i'll go mad everytime waiting for you hahahha! shd have gone home when i could waaaaaaah. i see robyn! lol so what huh.
what kind of research do i need for writcomm???!?! %(&#($&@(&(@$&@)*)!*@)!*&(@&(@#&@(#)!$)@)*$E)(@*@($&@($&)@*#)&%&%(#@$(#%(&)!*)_*!)$&@(&#)*@)(*#@)

that was not vulgarity. what the!??! there's a LINK right there!! oh maybe its not after all. cant be clicked upon. hahahaha wtf.
eeehhhh seriously damn sianz.
okok i attempt to do a bit more research but seriously i think the only way to get any info is to call up people and ask... its not happening online sia.
hmmm i think jane is really overdoing the make up and stuff.... such nice straight hair then she went and permed it urgh... wasted. oh well if she likes lah.
okok stop crapping le. i wonder if theres anything on my face or something... why everyone staring at me when they walk past. -_-""
right ZAO~

sianz am in school now why must the keyboard be so noisy when i type... then i cant type in peace. not used to this keyboard so pardon the mistakes as i am backspacing to the max.
today learning the major bits of flash.. i quite cred coz i dont have any idea of how to do anything in flash and now we have an assignment on it... 25% wanna kill me only lah.
later got radio... haiz why cant rdio be over... after that still gotta study socpysc up till now i havent even touched more than 2 of the many chapters required. sigh.
hahaha just now i come to school (took a cab.. dunno why so ex today but i was late lah) then everyone say wah harley davidson shirt.... DIAO!!! hahaha. so funny.
okok lesson starting... sianz.... hope i can catch what H teaches.. if not thi assignment is fail de. wah sianz tmr got consult... grr wonder how its gonna be! blehXXX ok better go before kanna caught.

wen!! PS to the max lorrrrr.....
haha the whole pearlyn thing abt the Cs bots and all hehe.... but now terence is gone, wen is sitting over there with timmy, pearlyn gone off to bug richel... is that how to spell his name? yes lah should be. never mind!!!! sit here got gerald's free radio hahahahaha.
recently getting so much junk mail.... so sickening...
haiz sianzation to the max.... why do i not have friends in this school.... dammit. actually supposed to have lunch withy AHEM sandee, but NO she has gracom hahahaha. never mind never mind.... i stone here also not bad. actually i prob shd put some more effort into my writcom but really, i dont feel like touching it. looking at it bores me already. i dont geddit, are we supposed to crap or what? its just a proposal right?? the 5 Ps and all right? then how to come up with 1800 words huh? and research cards all.. i think its quite hard to do research cards sia... esp when we cant really use internet sources and i think ours quite hard to find info from books... like, how?? never mind.
everyone got the bf here and all.... ps to the max... so its like, i think.... i can dont come to school already... wonder where is leslie all.. must be having class or he'll also be here wit wendy... wendy dont b sad... i think.... im in a worse case than you... and know what, if i cry nobody will give a fuck anyway... yup so i think you can be happy that they still care about you...
derek is such a nag!!!!! always asking me to update my blog but NO he will not tag.... and now all he tells me is how my boyf play inital D all... see lah baby, all your fault for playing hahaha! no lah *muackx* see ya later hon.
anyway yeah im really bored... one hour more, courtesy of dawnie.. sianZZ! i think i shd have met noor, writcom partner, like..... now and not waste time!!! like, i gotta meet her after 5pm sia!!!! NOT NEEDED!!! BRAINDEAD AND TIRED... THEN LIKE GOTTA PRETEND TO STUDY SOCPYSH AFTER THAT....eh why all caps lock ahaahah! *sianz*
okokok nothing to crap dont waste space .... bbye..

ok like this is so sickening... i still cant excess and surf the bloody net... like why?was late today... lucky didnt kanna scolded.... bad day today.... no mood very tired...met del on the way up... sigh so sianz... really wanted to skip class today budden i cant skip anymore coz then i'll fail the module..retake catS? NOT NEEDED!!cough has turned phlegmy.... which is sickening!what changing underweat analogy now teacher! no neeeeeeed.everyone bugging me asking why i dowan to go sentosa on sunday... hahaha. not free lah people..yday went to take the photos... they suck. the more i look at them the more i dont like them.ARRRGHGGH!!!!! as im typing this in notepad, it makes me really wish i knew how to script, or do html basically... i kind of fascinated with html but no i am no good at all in it.. cant even get the basics right, look at my dreamweaver skills to know. i like my currrent wallpaper! hahaha.. wanna see? arty farty! later i screen shot and post it here.later i dont care sia im gonna bring my comp to mel.... cant stand thi snot being able to surf but it shows im connected...
hey baby!!! im in school and you better be too hahahhaa.... shit my stomach growling to the max!ok i go and play mario liao. heee!!! or CS. ciao!
ok lah so i got caught and like my cher only laugh at me and walk away sa!! WERT!budden i think its not nice lah so i stop playing lah.. no one wants to answer his questions so i think its quite hard for him lah coz he's asking us abt some boring table for decision making then the topic was notebooks so its like all the computer terms, RAM and HD and all that. whatever sa so boring haha.now the topic change to homes. it was supposed to be attributes of your bf or gf or something..wha shit now got headache liao....haiz!!! sianzation... sang not here zen not here mabs not here... i also should be not here de..wearing my pink fcuk top.. i like the logo but the top isnt is too good a condition i think, oh well still wearable i suppose. im much more upset over the pants i bought... really have to alter cant let it go to waste! its a GREAT pair of pants and i love it but i cant wear its toooo big and toooo long. sobZdamn im really hungry. i neeeeeed to eeeeeeeeeeat. later must drag my kittens to eat before doing anything... ok looks like i dont really rock at graphic organisers... hahaha. i mean not that its so important but i just dont really geddit lol.dying to take some nice neoprint... at least the ones i took recently with my guy was ok looking. pretty good in fact, considering i had to make it an order before he would take wit me.. donno whats with guys and neoprints they never wanna take... esp this guy always claims he'll ruin the picture.. I DONT CARE hon, neoprints are LAWS haha. no buts! no running away. i'll be dictator to the max, my word is LAW wahahahahahaha.ok not needed... i think like i should stop lah. very rude. and im SUPEEERRRRRR hungry. ciao!